Time and Creativity

Time.  I never give myself enough.  I procrastinate and wait until the last minutes to do a project, so then I have to use quick techniques.  I never give myself the time and space I need to learn and use the techniques I really want to know, to create the art I really want to make.  Why?

This is something I need to look at closely.  More than that, I need to *do* something about it.  My relationship with time, the way I don't use it, the way I not only avoid things I want to do but also things I *do* want to do.  Again, why?  I'm not sure. But I am very clear right now that it needs to be addressed deeply and fully.  So, here I am, getting it started.