I haven't done a Wishcasting Wednesday in quite a while. So much going on in my life--something had to give, and much as I love the wishes it was too hard to keep up. This week is a week off from ROW80, though, and I'm struggling with feeling blocked and overwhelmed, so it seemed like a good time to come back to Wishcasting.
This week, Jamie asked, "What is your heart's wish?"
I feel overwhelmed and weepy and filled with this nameless longing when I read that. I don't have an answer, and yet I'm feeling pulled to answer this. Maybe it's something I need to answer in my journal. This may be one of those things that I need to write about over and over again. Maybe for now I will just wish to know what my heart's wish actually is.
I have visions, bits and pieces. House and home beautiful, inviting, relaxing, welcoming. Writing happening regularly. Creative work happening regularly. Healthy habits--movement and food all pleasurable and good. Those are a lot of wishes, but somehow in my head--in my heart--it all blends into one thing. So that's my heart's wish, even if it isn't clear.
And now I'm going back to last week's story for 52 Stories. Because I got behind, but I'm not givign up. I'm going to catch up with last week's story, and then I'm going to keep going. Maybe that's not quite exactly how the challenge is supposed to go, but my rules say that at the end of the year I will have 52 rough drafts, and that is going to be a success.